December Letter 2008

December 21, 2008

Chrissy, or whatever you are calling yourself now

It’s that time of year again. Yes the holidays are once again here upon us. This Christmas will mark the 14th Christmas that I have missed with our son. Why, you know why, don’t you. I will never understand why you have decided to hurt our son in this matter. Yes it hurts me too, but I can handle it. I lost three family members within four months; I know how to handle this pain. But for K to grow-up not knowing his father’s side of the family is just wrong.

He once had a chance to know his grandmother, but now thanks to your childish behavior, he has missed that chance forever. For a person who claims to love family more than anything, you are an oxymoron.

However I will go on loving my son, even though I don’t ever get to see him. I love him for who he is and I will always do so. No matter what you have done I knew that one day we will have a relationship. It may not be the type I might wish for, but at this point I will take any type.

I know that one day he will find me; I can only hope that day will come soon.

Till then,

James.

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